-☼- fOr tHe CoCkRoAcheS

new blog

2004-08-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

.... i changed my blog. if you guys wanna relink me, it's here.
need some people to read my blog. =P

change target

2004-07-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

no army boys seems to appear in my life.
maybe i should change my target to ang mohs.
hahaha...
blue eyes, big size, 180-190s, charming, sharp nose, entertaining, mischievious, 18>age<40, curly hair

how's that? lolz.

2004-07-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

today was quite an enjoyable day ~~(minus off the school)~~
i woke up on my bed, behaving like a sloth. after brushing teeth, i sat on the kitchen stool for a while. after minutes, i went back to lie on my bed. suddenly, i felt like on an mtv shooting.

this contributed my lateness to school. yeah, finally i made it to school. but late. haha...

-censors off the schooling part-

lunchtime was over when someone gave me an sms that hinted me to turn off my ringtones. the fact was the lecturer didn't give much of a damn about it, even though my handphone was on the loudest profile. that was quite an embarrassing moment though.

-censors off the schooling part again-

the last hour of school was terrible becoz my contact lenses came out of my eyes, so they were quite distracting though.

after school, i went to canteen 3 to meet KooN ZaI~ hahaha. he got a veri decent haircut... looks more decent now. after doing the neccesary adjustments, we headed down to takashimaya then to PS~ sitting by piazza, very expensive place, we had a lot of chattings and flirtings... most of all, we get to watch some mtvs from the projection screens... still could remember that Sirius was dancing to the milkshake. anyway, bitching and gossipping cannot be ignored in every outing. well, let's omit this content.

when i reach home, i found out my leg got one patch of blister. i think it's because i did too much walking today... =(

late!

2004-07-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

hey. sorry for staying up late. i was reading an article... anyway, i caught someone's msn nickname saying "heartache, heartbreak, heartpain". i felt instant guilty.

i also realised that 3 persons are starting to float away from me... maybe i need a change of a set of friends?

sorry guys. i really feel guilty for this someone. i can't possibly carry on like that.

BUT there're deviations too. like army guys... =X

OC

2004-07-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

today it was rated as pg. i tot there'll be terrible violence. no, i was wrong, oc was rated as pg becoz there were gay scenes. someone's dad actually is a gay.

anyway, i learnt something from the show: alwayz tell the truth. hiding away won't help

next episode, the female lead is going to take lots of absolut vodka... wooo~~~ my fave vodka is going to appear.

movie fever

2004-07-15T16:43:00.000+08:00

FYI, i linked a number of you in my blog. they're endur0, 5olitude, and wesley. =D

today king arthur and brotherhood are out! i wonder anyone wanna go catch brotherhood with me? i'm going to watch king arthur with someone else liaos... hahaha. ;-)

i only realised today that my handphone bills restart on every 15th. so blur of me. *bleahz*

today i got a few glares from guys and gals. more than everyday. maybe i was wearing red ~~(veri striking huh?)~~ i could remember the 2 strongest were from 2 gals. they electrocuted my eyes... i nearly couldn't take it. one was at the corridor of Block 2 labs, the other was at the walkway at Main Lecture Theatre 1, towards Canteen 1.

i checked out my fridae account and it's quite dead. >_<

yeah!!! tomorrow's friday liao!~! even though i don't like lessons on friday ~~(because the stupid lectures that drag 5 hours in the same room)~~, i'm still looking forward to meeting new people at the coffee outing in the evening. hope i'll get to meet some cute boys. =P

my saturday is going to be quite havoc too!! i'm goin to ktv with a group of aj frens in the afternoon and will be goin to ktv again with a bunch of str8 frens... think at the end of the day, i'll be sick of ktv. i think i might pop down to pubs after ktv on saturday becoz my good brother wanna drink (ta) me until i K.O.

sunday is going to be slight slow and steady as i'll be catching king arthur!~!~! heehee... i always enjoyed reading his books and his heroic stories. he's sort of a fan to me since small.

red day

2004-07-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

i wore red tee shirt today. and my class got 4 people wore red. i realised we were not the only 4. a number of campus people wore red today... this is getting really weird. first was black, now is red. hey guys, if you're reading this. i'm wearing turquoise tomorrow. i doubt u guys have turquoise clothing!

i realised i'm growing hair on the chin. they're sooo painful; trapped inside. in biochemistry, we called it ingrown hair i think. when i had nothing to do, hands were naughty enough to touch those nicks.

i also realised the recent lectures in the theatres gave me nicks and cuts on my right arm. =( perhaps i'm not used to the lecture theatres yet, keep getting all the wounds from the walls...

we had practical lessons this morning. the lecturer looked sooo funny! she looks like a white geek! she got perfect fair complexion and she carries an USA accent which i don't really can tolerate. and she's got very geeky specs too! that makes her even more geeky!! the whole experiment took us more than 3 hours~ i never attended such a practical that drags my time... usually we get to go off earlier in time for the practical though. *hmpf*

hurt 2 persons

2004-07-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

the good news is i'm back on SGBOYX.
the bad news is deep inside i think i'm still unsure what i really want.

yesterday i hurt a person who made me cried.
today i hurt a person who doesn't know how he feels about me.

well, i'm tired of this game. i just want an army guy. kekeke.
i'll be waiting...

before school, i actually got to meet koon at the mrt station... such a coincidence! school for today is exciting for the morning part because i haven't go to the lab for ages! but the afternoon session was quite hectic & boring.
the 2 hour break later on before my enrichment module starts was even making me more bored. but the latter got better because i met koon again.

i'm looking forward to meeting everyone on this friday. it's been quite a while since i went for coffee outings.

another note to suitors out there: please be more clever & think carefully before making any actions. i can be veri evil if i want to. especially when i put studies as my first priority... try to make mi happy when you think i deserve it. you might only win my heart when i'm done. but seriously la, i won't be that sad easily. =D

songs...

2004-07-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

i'd realised drinking is not the only solution to make me feel better. singing does help too.

i learnt a few new songs... lin fan's yi ge ren shen huo, zhang hui mei's yuan lai ni shen me dou bu xiang yao.

i m currently singing to lin fan now. =(
i m starting to get used to my lonely life.
i m putting myself into lots of tutorials & school stuff, maybe that will help to make me stop thinking of many things.

i knew what is happening... i m to be blamed. i dunno what exactly i want. i feel totally confused now.

maybe *aHeM* was right. i should not think and rush into a relationship. i should settle down with my normal life and grow up... wait till i'm older and more matured, i'll be ready for relationships.

as i m facing a lot of peer pressure. at least 2 thirds of my course population are gers. i get calls on how to get gers mobile and these are trying to make me get back to the str8 way. meanwhile, i m still hesitating which path to take. the str8 or the crooked?

requirements.

2004-07-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat i want for my realistic boyfriend/ger fren.
apparently i found out there are a load of boys who are liking me. and i realised that a ger had been tailing me for lunches...

i just felt like listing these requirements now. since i'm so bored.

based on looks: benjamin mckenzie (usa) / randall tan (sg) / edison chen (hk) / lee hom (taiwan)

perfect boy
taller than me but dun be 180 [or you'll be tagged as a freak!] (+)
have a tan like me now!~! dun white white de! (+)
lean & toned just like randall! i hate beefy guys! (+)
very caring & understanding (+)
dun so hairy... average bah! no hair oso will turn me off (+)
no older than 23 (+)

perfect boy 2
$$$ (+)
extra freedom given (+)
expensive gifts (+)
no older than 45 (+)

perfect boy 3
yang guang nan hai (+)
army 6-packed! (+)
broad shoulders (+)
not beefy (+)
tanned! (+)
army guyz ^_^ (+)
uniformed jcs ^_^ (+)
no older than 24 (+)

perfect boy 4
ang moh!! (+)
not so hairy (+)
perfect blonde (+)
curly hair (+)
dimples (+)
tall! (+)
slim (+)
no older than 32 (+)

perfect ger
long hair (+)
nice shampoo smell (+)
skirts (+)
dyed hair (+)
jap jap type (+)
quiet yet humorous (+)
caring & understanding (+)

i think a lot of people will think i'm veri materialistic when i post about perfect boy 2... yes, i did think about it. that was obviously about getting a sugar daddy... i dunno but sometimes i did think that getting a sugar daddy should be quite a good choice becoz money makes the world go round.

i think a lot of people will think i'm a sarong party guy. but i dunno la. sometimes i have a fetish for ang mohs too... but those veri cute ones. kekeke...

ahhh... i feel so much better typing all these requirements.

to tell ya the truth, recently i had dreams about an army guy coming for me, however, he is blur in vision lor. haiz... for the past few days i had been withdrawing myself from the world. waiting for my dear army boy to appear. maybe i think too much. a bit too naive.

perhaps i should go str8 if the army boy doesn't appear.

the OC

2004-07-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

the show is nice... everytime i see this show, it'll help to orientate me back to going back to str8. i dunno whether it's true or not. i dun even know myself wat i want. should i turn str8?

slack

2004-07-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

I've got nearly all my lecture notes ready... They're quite in a mess actually. Let's see, E Tech module has 2 lecturers teaching and the 2 lecturers actually separate their handouts, so troublesome. I'm starting to get worried that I'll bring wrong notes to wrong lecturer's lesson.

Anyway, school was short for me today. Before 1.30pm, I reached home and ate some lunch. I was on veg diet today. I was supposed to be on a date but somehow I didn't make it up because the movie (Spiderman 2) will be watched on this coming Sunday~ with my friends.

I ended up on the phone with W79, talking and lazing on the bed. After that, I decided to do some Touch512 work. I had tonnes left undone. That's why I'm sacrificing my Saturday for Touch512 too, unless I really can't get those stuff done by that day.

W79: If Saturday free, let's go shopping together ok?? I can't wait to try some U2 or G2000 clothes. LOL!

sch term start liao

2004-07-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

something weird is going on within me... feelings for gers start to become stronger, maybe there're pretty gers hanging around in school. however, the number of shuai ge also quite a lot.

i ate at foodcourt 1 today for lunch. i was totally amazed by the crowd. foodcourt 1 was fully booked! that foodcourt is usually very oily one... but when we settled down, we began to change our opinions~ the cleanliness is getting better, probably due to the new vegetarian stall... well, the business there was very good.

lessons were quite okay for me today lor. just only that i'm quite busy in photostating those notes for the class... you wanna know why? becoz i was sabotaged by our class mentor! my class mentor is actually my school club's cca teacher. and the last camp, i actually shared a conversation with my friend in front of him, "next time your practical report pass to me, mine pass to you, okay?" now i really got into his class... such a luck man!

my notes costs me 20 odd bucks. so expensive and heavy!! some notes are so big i have no choice but to bind them... haiz. so rip-off!

Back from a 11 day trip to 4 Malaysian states.

2004-07-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

I flew with Air Asia!
Muwhahahaha... I'm home!! So beautiful Malaysia. The northern parts are perfect nature. Well, people up there speak Hokkien, so practically I couldn't understand a single word. Even my parents' Hokkien standard also couldn't make it.

Eg. Lime Juice is called Lime-Iced (Juice) <-> Sng Gum Bing (Not Sng Gum Zhui)
if you call Sng Gum Zhui, they'll hear it as Sng Kark Zhui (meaning plain water).

Their Hokkien is so different... We had a hard time communicating!
One of the days we went up to Perlis and visited Kaki Bukit (one of the mountain caves... so dark!). Kaki Bukit in Singapore is an industrial park, however, in Malaysia it's a tourist landmark! We ate some lunch at the border of Thailand (Hotyai) and Perlis...

So many things we did in Malaysia in these 11 days; practically climbing mountains and crossing seas. Oh yes! The Penang Bridge is another place we'd been through several times!~! A 13km bridge that jams up the traffic every morning in the peak hours.... I couldn't believe my eyes in the first place, but it was true! 13km Penang Bridge jams up every morning!

Well... All I've got to do now is to get rid of the holiday mood and start to get serious with my studies... I've got 8 modules this semester to cope with. And I'm still thinking whether I should pick up Squash on this semester...

windstruck

2004-06-25T11:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday was quite a bad day though. i was having my vegetarian diet, so i couldn't eat eggs & meat. and all of times, my primary school friends wanted to meet. so i had no choice but to go for the gathering lor.

at je mrt, all of us were nearly half dead. the guys were all tired from the soccer tournaments and the girls were tired from er... dunno what?
soon, we left for plaza singapura. we went to buy tickets for a korean film. at first i was quite reluctant because i didn't bring my specs along. we left for cafe cartel (~~OMG! an expensive cafe, and HELL!! i'm not eating there!~~) after visiting gelare and the foodcourt.
due to my vegetarian diet, i didn't order any food of coz!~! and also not ordering any drinks becoz i think i wanna save some money for the movies' drinks.

so after cafe cartel (~~and putting up a lonnnnnnnngggg face~~), we rushed up for the cinema. the show started once we were in the seats. i kept reminding the guys to take opportunity of the situation and get to know the girls better. as for you me, you know i was not so into the mood with all these things... probably suffering from some minor depression. the korean movie was windstruck. it was nice, except i had to squirm my eyes to read the wordings. man... i feel the comedies are really much better than SHREK 2! at least they were practical jokes and not lame jokes...

after the movies, everyone headed for the toilets!!! yes, we enjoyed the movies. i get to say hi to everyone and realised our strength increased from 8 to 13. Haha, i've got an old best friend, yu xuan. so long haven't seen him around, and well... after meeting him, i was quite blessed with a non-acne face. haha, 2 of us look quite alike. i dunno why but our hairstyles seem to be the same. guess what? we're about the same height too! after 8 years, we still click on so well... i felt good. really good.

but becoz of my dad's call to ban me from exiting my house today, i need to do some packing in the house today, i had to leave everyone and we bade farewell. one of the old classmates, choon jeck, was quite touchy. well, he grabbed my arms into his arms, probably not just mine, and nearly kissed my ears but he said, "don't go la..." in the end, we still left the place.

haven't been posting.

2004-06-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

wow. I realised lately a lot of people are celebrating their birthdays... Yesterday was JigmeSangye's birthday coffee outing and the attendance was overwhelming! Anyway, today is ColdFlames' birthday.

I was not feeling very good lately. No guys ogle at me leh. *jealous*
Well, I don't say it but I think I'm an attention seeker. I love attention from everyone. Looks like everyone is getting sick of me, now I'm trying to settle down with someone stable.

Probably someone who has got normal looks, not too fat, stable income.
The problem on age starts to wear out from my brain. I'm starting to think that age doesn't really matter.

2004-06-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

I felt lonely suddenly. maybe I am missing him... he's sleeping now.
tomorrow's going to be JigmeSangye's birthday. I wanted to get him something but he found out!!! so I think I not going to get him a present le...

anyway, I sort of missed clubbing. I haven't club for ages... yes! I need a new group of friends who can hang around with me. we can do shopping together, crash the cinemas, sneak into the bars/clubs. apparently, there aint good shows anymore. I realised I had done quite a lot of swimming and my mom is going to put me on swimming-quarantine soon.

days I'll be free... Wednesday & Friday. it's not too late to book me now ;-)

I'm back from Malaysia!

2004-06-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah... I'm back from Johor liaos! And I fed myself with lots of good food esp durians... OMG. Did i tell you that my family owns a durian hill? We actually pluck durians just like that for free... Kekeke.

For now, I'm actually practising my singing. Tomorrow I'm going KTV~ with my ex-classmate. I'm singing Liang Jing Ru's songs. Currently at Ru Guo You Yi Tian.

Anyway, i went swimming this morning again. The sun was not strong and there weren't much people to look at. The tanned bodies that turns me on can't make it for their faces... The faces can make it one doesn't have a good figure. boooHooo...

I was quite upset actually. I couldn't concentrate well when I was swimming (that's why I gave myself a discount of 5 laps). Extreme guilt is what I sensed in my mind. I hurt 2 persons in 1 night. I gave a 'game over' sign to my date. I also made a serious decision not to continue with kinky conversations with someone i going to fall in love so deep. I was quite down, and grumpy. It's not a good feeling though. There're some things not nice to be mentioned here. Well, I just keep it in my heart.

*terribly hurt*

I think this wound will take some time to heal. Meanwhile, I seem to be looking lesser at guys, and I'm noticing the gers more. Oh no... What's happening to me again?

it was fine.

2004-06-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

ok... i went out with enduro today (i spelt ur name correctly this time!)

i did my shopping and the bankbook updating. we watched Day After Tomorrow. it's a sad sad show... i nearly cried man. anyway, we had dinner at fish n co. so sweet. my teriyaki salmon was quite tasty!
well, we had a hearty chat on chemistry and lots of stuff...

we did a bit of window shopping before i left for my home. if i no need to go johor tomorrow, i'll most probably go to town to meet the usual gang. haiz... it feels so awkward to reach home first tonight. i'm home alone now.

i've got myself nivea deodorant. it smells veri nice (the one for men).

bored like siao.

2004-06-18T13:06:00.000+08:00

my date has just been cancelled. nvm, enduros called in time!!! then later we going to go Jurong Pt again. do my banking and shopping.

lemme see..

2004-06-18T12:31:00.000+08:00

my schedule for these few days..

today: i got a date! movies + shopping (Jurong Pt)
tomorrow: i'm leaving for Johore... dun miss me!
Sunday Night: rest. i'll be damn shagged. dun disturb me!
Monday: huh? swim swim again!!! who wanna swim with me?
Tuesday: gym gym!! den after that dunno do wat leh. maybe date someone out! *hint hint*

-sooo exhausted-

2004-06-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

[Current Song: BSB - How Did I Fall In Love With You]
This song is sooo smoothing... It's actually the English version of Yuan Fang by S.H.E
Anyway, I'm quite glad today~ Because I went swimming again. 2nd time in this week.
I went with SiMpLe LiFe & enduros this time round...
I swimmed another 20 laps today from 11.30am to 2pm.

Aiyoyo, after my 20 laps, enduros suggested a tan for me to rest. I K.O. on the hard plastic stretcher... I allowed the sun to bake my body for half an hour, then I jumped into the kids pool to cool myself down... After a while, I climbed myself out and complained that I wanted to go home!~! I didn't know they took my bag and slippers by the stretcher-side. I walked all the way to the spectator-seats to find my belongings... got a number of stares from the poolside. I gave them a stare back, "look what look!" maybe i got fat body, they very interested in fat bodies... I realised my bag is not there. I had to walk back embarrassed-ly. Dunno y, today I behaved like a blur cock. Probably because I've got a teacher swimming with me? Ooopx...

I got a nice average tan. except for my inner thighs... (haiz)

Compared to the previous trip, this time round, there are not so many people swimming... =( So I didn't get to see much yandaos. LoL~ Nevertheless, still got one nice-looking one! (Yes!! before we go to the bathroom, he and his gang are probably playing by the kids poolside *blushes*)

We then go change (and I get to see naked men!) to get out of the place for I'm too tired to continue walking. Putting determination to stay on with my friends, we ate lunch at S11 Clementi~ I was on vegetarian today ma. The guy who served me was a typical ah-beng! if he never dyed his hair, he'll look nice!! Soon enough we walked to the bus interchange to take our transport back... I enjoyed today! ^_^V

-__- damn tired liaos.

2004-06-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

YaWn... sooo tiring today.
I was being pulled awake by my mom. She tore off the curtains, turned off the air cons, suffocating me, let the sun shine on me, turn my bed to another direction, vacuumed the room. Finally, I was awaken by her at 10am.

We went to Jurong Pt at 11am. We had a shopping spree so I bought some stationery and groceries from the Popular Bookstore & the Liberty Market. We were so enthusiastic about shopping that we went to every shoe stall in the whole mall. In the end, we still visited Guardian because she wanted to get a moisturizer for her face (we're going to Penang in next 2 weeks)

Man... While she was shopping, I didn't get to see a single handsome guy in Jurong Point! I was quite disappointed...

After then, I fetched an_qi to my house to do some Touch512 recordings (because I'm the advertisement producer ma).

fuzionz made his way from his house later on and joined us to do a DJing session in my house. My house is transformed into a studio within half an hour. LoL. Three of us had fun hosting, while we eat tidbits and gossipped. Even though I admit we didn't pay attention on doing serious hostings, we really had fun.

In later evenings, I bathed and ate my dinner in my room (eh... first time in this year)~ We continued to bitch around the system and had pillow fights. My bolster is so hurt now. bOo Hoo...

At the end of the DJing, we snapped pictures from 9pm onwards for an hour. Tonnes of fun is what we had... It was a happy room-crash!~!

Yahoo! Mail - too GooD 2 be true

2004-06-16T10:30:00.000+08:00

Oh My GooDneSs... I can't believe my eyes when I looked at my Yahoo! Mail this morning when I was about to sign in... 6MB had been enlarged to 100MB. Yes!! a 100MB Mail Storage by Yahoo! Mail
I'm so god-damn delighted over this fact man.

This proved I never failed to chose correctly on which web-mail to use eversince Primary School (1998). Yes this email account has been there for ages... Just that I kept it secretly.

...so uncomfy

2004-06-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

is it me or the tee shirt?

some tee shirts seem not to fit me anymore. i'm suspecting has it got to do with my frequent swimming and gyming.
it feels especially tight at the arms area...

it could be the tee shirt shrinking size too...

ogles?

2004-06-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

before i step into clementi swimming complex, i got a glance from this swimmer... oh my god. i dunno how to react. i was quite happy yet scared. probably not prepared for him.

anyway, i went into the complex with a friend. took quite some time in the changing rooms. talking... i was kind of reluctant to remove my clothings. becoz my eyes were scanning around (~~i guess?~~). only got 1 or 2 ok-looking one.

eventually we left for the swim. man, there were sure a number of people in the pool. crowdy...
as i swim, i noticed there're many people looking. dunno la... felt a bit awkward. i didn't bathe. we left the place hastily becoz my friend doesn't want to bathe in the public showers. haha.

soon, we ate fried rice at the kopitiam. veri filling indeed. kekeke. i was a bit sick, so i left for my home. while queueing for the bus, there's a guy in front of me. then i follow him to the bus, stayed behind him, lolz. he gave a slight laugh which was cute. realised he was quite ah beng after all becoz his accent sounded like one.

i reached home soon, sick. =( watched tv, bathed, chat, lie down on my bed.

i miss him... guess he's at work. =(

So tiring...

2004-06-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

i've been swimming since 2.30pm.
20 laps... kekeke. i haven't swam so long for a very long time.

i'm very hungry though.

Wooo...

2004-06-14T02:19:00.000+08:00

for the first time... i'm using Blogger.Com
i had a 4 year old livejournal account though.
anyway, this is the first post and i made up my mind to allow aj entries to flow in here so it'll be quite fair to people who wants to know about my life entirely.