7/12/2004

i'd realised drinking is not the only solution to make me feel better. singing does help too.

i learnt a few new songs... lin fan's yi ge ren shen huo, zhang hui mei's yuan lai ni shen me dou bu xiang yao.

i m currently singing to lin fan now. =(
i m starting to get used to my lonely life.
i m putting myself into lots of tutorials & school stuff, maybe that will help to make me stop thinking of many things.

i knew what is happening... i m to be blamed. i dunno what exactly i want. i feel totally confused now.

maybe *aHeM* was right. i should not think and rush into a relationship. i should settle down with my normal life and grow up... wait till i'm older and more matured, i'll be ready for relationships.

as i m facing a lot of peer pressure. at least 2 thirds of my course population are gers. i get calls on how to get gers mobile and these are trying to make me get back to the str8 way. meanwhile, i m still hesitating which path to take. the str8 or the crooked?